It’s always those times…those trying times when we are starting to get discouraged and feel defeated…when we are nearing that giving up stage….when everything that could go wrong seems to be going fucking wrong….the rent due…. phone bills, utilities, student loans *thats if you paying them*, child support, ya weed habit, car note, insurance, etc… like all these things…..then there’s all these things that you want….and then there’s all those things that you wanna do…and lets not forget all those ideas you have for all those businesses you wanna start ….but all of that shit you striving for…is like….the shit that keeps you striving….but right now…when you’re in “that place” ….your poor lil spirit be so tired that you honestly be contemplating giving up…because your just tired…and it just seems like you speak a different language from everybody around you and you just cant seem to make people see…. and you’re tired of trying to…. you just want to be… happy… free… just being…. but….. there’s this fuckin fire in you…. that no matter how tired you or your poor lil spirit gets…. there is fire in your bones that will never die out once you have realized your purpose and your mission in this universe…. you will undergo self sacrificing like a muthaf*ka, you will get discouraged, you will want to give up, you will cry, …you will get it wrong…but most importantly you will get it right….but damn-it if all of that ain’t growing pains I don’t know what is…. just think about the monster you become when your light just wont stop burning…it wont let you give up so it makes you find a way… you get re-inspired… it’s like this switch clicks on when your back is against the wall… you get more innovative… more motivated… you move faster… with purpose..it’s like your proving something to yourself or some shit…. then you get this sort of tunnel vision and you lock in…. you cut all the bullshit out and you tap into something… and something magical happens…. and it happens EVERY single time… because if you’re reading this…and you can relate… you obviously made it through… whatever it was… if your still kicking… and you’re still fighting … you made it through…and you will continue to make it through as long as you never let that light go out.
We always get to praying for a way out as soon as shit gets a little real and a little uncomfortable… but the magic…the magic happens outside of your comfort zone… and when you’re fearless enough to strive for whatever you love and believe in even if it takes you out of your comfort zone…. man…the person you become… that growth…my god…it adds value to your character. It sharpens you all around, it allows you to even have to take a step back and acknowledge your own strength, it empowers you to believe that you can have and attain whatever you are striving for…There is a God in each and every one of us. Do not get discouraged. Keep on kicking…keep on striving….the universe is listening…tell her what you want… speak it… see it… start walking in it. Visualize. Do things with purpose…. let your heart guide you… seek peace…use your gifts to be a vessel in the world…leave a legacy…there is a light in each and every one of us…. don’t ever let it go out
@melanesia_
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